Monday, Jun. 26, 2006
i'm baaaack
Hey all long time no see eh? Well its three years later, i turn 21 in a week, well 6 days and its scary, im depressed and bleh and just meh but im BAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK, so for anyone who bothers to read this leave me a note or somthing and it'll keep me comming back to update.
Today was Ashys birthday, last night was her 18th, i wish i was in perth so i could of gone i guess what got to me the most bout it was that a guy wo i cant stand orgnised it and i guess im just sour with him cause me and ashs havent been the same for months, and i feel liek he is the cause cause she met him around the same time i flew and saw her and when i got back, well lets just say its what created the hell thats hear now. I dont know what to do bout it really, all i know is i miss her more than anything in the world, and i need her and i need her to care and need me like she used to.
I'm starting to realize why some old people are just mean and weird, its cause you try for someone, you break your back and just get screwed over by them in the end and get left alone, depression and thinking all the effort, money and time you put in was a waste of time cause those people you put effort in to dont appreciate or value it and takek it for granted and throw you awy the second somthing goes wrong with your life.
huggy at 7:46 p.m.